Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Potty
Ya. She's potty training! She knows what the potty is, walks to it when I ask her if she has to go, ('cause it's in the livingroom), and half the time, she actually goes! Just had to put in a quick update, but, she's not feeling well lately, so she's really fussy. :)
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Girly
Watching this little baby walk around is blowing my mind! She's been walking steadily for over a month now. She acts so sweet and silly. Now she's trying to climb as high as she possibly can. When I catch her climbing up the arms of the couch, where she KNOWS Mama doesn't want her to go, I say, "Lillian...!" in a warning tone and she slyly, nonchalantly pretends like she wasn't even thinking about it. With a look on her face that says, "I wasn't doen' nuthen', Mama", she slides down and lays back as if that's what she was intending to do the whole time. Her soft squishy body makes her irresistible to cover in kisses, for all of us, even Tristan. When the guys are off playing video games, I take her in to get kisses and I say, "kissies for Sissy?" and she throws herself back in my arms so that she's upside down with a huge opened mouth grin on her face, Dada and Tristan multi-kiss her little forehead and she giggles. Big Brother still calls her "Baby" instead of Lilly or Lillian, so she answers to Baby, Lilly, Sissy, Lillian, and Lilly Nicole. She'll be a year old next month! Already showing interest in books, music, and games, she is the most advanced baby I've ever met! Addicted to yellow, water, and heights, it's easy to see she knows what she likes without question. She's still breastfeeding, but she has gotten to the point where she will take her fill at night and fall asleep without it, unlike nap time, when she nurses herself to sleep. But with all the noises of daytime, I can understand the need... I plan on weening her at a year old, but she might have other plans. And with how insistent she is for everything else she is addicted to, I'm sure she'll win that battle for a long while. Not that I'll mind much. I love the bonding that comes with nursing. HAPPY NEW YEAR, Lilly Pie!
Friday, November 7, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
When I look at her...
Thursday, September 25, 2008
When I look at her...

I see a girl who will always be a little baby to me. She's so perfect. I see the birth pictures, and I am so happy I have so many because of how quickly the moment passed. I only pushed for a few minutes and then she was in my arms. She rubs my hand softly as she nurses and slowly drifts off to sleep. I lay there a little longer to feel her soft skin on mine and I kiss her head. The smell of her downy hair fills me with love and tenderness, and I squeeze her closer in a delicate hug. She sighs. I am so blessed! I remember the prayer I said to God asking for a daughter the next time I got pregnant. Here she is, another answered prayer. No teeth, still, so when she smiles, it's all gums! She's my little chunky monkey. Squishy and irresistible to kiss! I promise to raise her The best I can. I will be her guide, her friend, her mother, her teacher. I will never strike her. I will explain to her the birds and bees openly and confidently and intelligently. I will NEVER turn my back on her or ignore any plee for help she utters. I get to do it right. I WILL do it right. And I will ALWAYS be there when she needs me. No matter what. I love you, Lillian. My daughter. My Prayer.
When I look at her...
I see a girl who will always be a little baby to me. She's so perfect. I see the birth pictures, and I am so happy I have so many because of how quickly the moment passed. I only pushed for a few minutes and then she was in my arms. She rubs my hand softly as she nurses and slowly drifts off to sleep. I lay there a little longer to feel her soft skin on mine and I kiss her head. The smell of her downy hair fills me with love and tenderness, and I squeeze her closer in a delicate hug. She sighs. I am so blessed! I remember the prayer I said to God asking for a daughter the next time I got pregnant. Here she is, another answered prayer. No teeth, still, so when she smiles, it's all gums! She's my little chunky monkey. Squishy and irresistible to kiss! I promise to raise her The best I can. I will be her guide, her friend, her mother, her teacher. I will never strike her. I will explain to her the birds and bees openly and confidently and intelligently. I will NEVER turn my back on her or ignore any plee for help she utters. I get to do it right. I WILL do it right. And I will ALWAYS be there when she needs me. No matter what. I love you, Lillian. My daughter. My Prayer.
Crawling
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Crawling!
I caught it on camera! I'm gonna have to clean the carpets today. I sent Daddy out to get some stuff. She's mobile now! Last week she pulled herself to her feet (also on video!), and then, just a couple days ago, Lilly Nicole met a new friend (Kylee Mae Kuntz, 9 months old- My friend Lillian's daughter) and I guess she caught on to Kylee's crawling, cause she started doing it today! She moves gracefully (and a little wobbly) towards her ducky, sitting just about a foot away. Once she reaches it, she gives it a nice "Hello" with a slobbery kiss before she easily pushes herself to a sitting position and examines Ducky for the 100th time. My Girl!~<3>
Crawling!
I caught it on camera! I'm gonna have to clean the carpets today. I sent Daddy out to get some stuff. She's mobile now! Last week she pulled herself to her feet (also on video!), and then, just a couple days ago, Lilly Nicole met a new friend (Kylee Mae Kuntz, 9 months old- My friend Lillian's daughter) and I guess she caught on to Kylee's crawling, cause she started doing it today! She moves gracefully (and a little wobbly) towards her ducky, sitting just about a foot away. Once she reaches it, she gives it a nice "Hello" with a slobbery kiss before she easily pushes herself to a sitting position and examines Ducky for the 100th time. My Girl!~<3>
6 months old
Saturday, September 6, 2008
6 months
Already 6 months old, Lilly Nicole has already shown bowel and bladder controle, has been saying Mama since she was 2 months old (no kidding!), walks well in her baby walker, sits up perfectly without assistance, rolls over both ways, and is starting to try to pull herself to her feet! I am so amazed. I think back on her birth as I hear the birth stories of my friends' newborn, and I remember how I was so focused on CAPTURING the moment "perfectly", it passed right by me without actually experiencing the wonder and the glory of God in an instant. I was pregnant, then I had a daughter. I wish I had it on video. She's my little beauty princess. I'm so happy to have a little girl, too. A Cadallac family.
6 months
Already 6 months old, Lilly Nicole has already shown bowel and bladder controle, has been saying Mama since she was 2 months old (no kidding!), walks well in her baby walker, sits up perfectly without assistance, rolls over both ways, and is starting to try to pull herself to her feet! I am so amazed. I think back on her birth as I hear the birth stories of my friends' newborn, and I remember how I was so focused on CAPTURING the moment "perfectly", it passed right by me without actually experiencing the wonder and the glory of God in an instant. I was pregnant, then I had a daughter. I wish I had it on video. She's my little beauty princess. I'm so happy to have a little girl, too. A Cadallac family.
Lillian's birth story
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Lillian's Birth story
We went to the hospital at 6:am and by 7 I was admitted and in my robe. After a little talk with the nurse I was given a pill (not to swallow, though) and I had to stay in bed for an hour to let it dissolve and soften my cervix. My contractions were 3-5 minutes apart, but I couldn't feel any pain. I was 2 cm dilated.I lay in bed waiting, trying to sleep, paying close attention to my body as my contractions got closer together to 2 minutes apart and I felt the beginning cramps. Around 5:p, Dr. Lubkin arrived and popped my water at 5:30p and I was 3 cm dilated at the time. She warned me that it will make the contractions a lot stronger, but I asked her to do it anyway. By 6:15, I was feeling such strong contractions, I finally asked for a little relief. They gave me a pill to swallow that eased the pain for about half an hour, the contractions still hurt real bad, I couldn't feel the difference but when the pill wore off, I realized how much it really took the edge off. I couldn't hold out any longer. My face was soggy, my body sore, and I was starting to lose focus and feel dizzy from the pain when my contractions peaked. I waited what seemed like a lifetime for the epidural at about 7:15p, I was 5cm dilated. As my body went numb, I could feel each contraction getting much weaker quickly. I loosened up, wiped my face, and lay there talking calmly to Jeremy. I suddenly felt a weak pressure and called for the Dr. She came in and confirmed, it's time to push. As the Dr. quickly set up and got in position, Tristan, who had been sleeping since 4p, woke up and Jeremy swiftly swooped him up and brought him to the side of my bed as I began pushing. Tristan lay his head sleepily on Daddy's shoulders. I watched everything in a mirror and even toughed her head with both hands as she was coming out. I didn't need any stitches, and it was a quick delivery. Out came a pink little girl with a head of brown hair, my nose, and daddy's feet. My little Princess was born. 6pds 15oz, 19 1/2 inches of perfect.
Lillian's Birth story
We went to the hospital at 6:am and by 7 I was admitted and in my robe. After a little talk with the nurse I was given a pill (not to swallow, though) and I had to stay in bed for an hour to let it dissolve and soften my cervix. My contractions were 3-5 minutes apart, but I couldn't feel any pain. I was 2 cm dilated.I lay in bed waiting, trying to sleep, paying close attention to my body as my contractions got closer together to 2 minutes apart and I felt the beginning cramps. Around 5:p, Dr. Lubkin arrived and popped my water at 5:30p and I was 3 cm dilated at the time. She warned me that it will make the contractions a lot stronger, but I asked her to do it anyway. By 6:15, I was feeling such strong contractions, I finally asked for a little relief. They gave me a pill to swallow that eased the pain for about half an hour, the contractions still hurt real bad, I couldn't feel the difference but when the pill wore off, I realized how much it really took the edge off. I couldn't hold out any longer. My face was soggy, my body sore, and I was starting to lose focus and feel dizzy from the pain when my contractions peaked. I waited what seemed like a lifetime for the epidural at about 7:15p, I was 5cm dilated. As my body went numb, I could feel each contraction getting much weaker quickly. I loosened up, wiped my face, and lay there talking calmly to Jeremy. I suddenly felt a weak pressure and called for the Dr. She came in and confirmed, it's time to push. As the Dr. quickly set up and got in position, Tristan, who had been sleeping since 4p, woke up and Jeremy swiftly swooped him up and brought him to the side of my bed as I began pushing. Tristan lay his head sleepily on Daddy's shoulders. I watched everything in a mirror and even toughed her head with both hands as she was coming out. I didn't need any stitches, and it was a quick delivery. Out came a pink little girl with a head of brown hair, my nose, and daddy's feet. My little Princess was born. 6pds 15oz, 19 1/2 inches of perfect.
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